Heya Aspiring Gurus!
This blog post is brought to you by being bored at my place of employment. So, I thought that I would write this, since I had the time and I wanted to talk with all of you about my pregnancy and the future of this blog. Beauty & The Bookcase might be changing names to Mommy’s Beauty Bookcase, because I find that it will suit my blog better since priorities due change along with time. I would love to know your thoughts on this name change and any suggestions you might have. I’m going to try to spend more time blogging. For the first trimester, I really got depressed and didn’t want to do anything. Having John leave really hurt me deeper than I let on. I’m good with a mask of my life is just perfect, when in reality, my life didn’t turn out the way I planned. That’s okay though. I love it better for it.
I’m thinking about adding a pregnancy part to my blog and my thoughts on it. Just different fun posts to keep you all entertained even if you don’t have any kids yet or don’t plan to. I just wanted to let you guys know that I am just getting back in the swing of doing things that I love like reading and blogging. I plan on reading a lot of books, so be ready for a ton of reviews. I need to do what makes me happy again and concentrate on that for awhile. I want to let others know that you aren’t alone in pregnancy depression. We all get it, but the great part is, it’s just a phase. I can slowly feel myself just have more energy again.
I wouldn’t change being pregnant for anything. I love this little “lemon” growing inside of me more than the world itself. I heard my baby’s heartbeat for the first time and it brought tears to my eyes. This little person is truly real and it’s my new reality. It’s truly a Godly feeling that I feel like I’m closer to God than I have ever been before. Tears come to my eyes just thinking about it. I’m praying every night for a girl and hope my prayers are answered. Feel free to pray for a girl for me, too. I’ll take all the prayers I can get.
Well, this post is just all over the place, but I just needed to get all of this out and share it with all of you.